From Glitzy Goodbyes to Tarot Cards Unveiling the Secrets of Stardom

Dive into the unexpected as we unpack the surprising split by Jessi from Jay Park's More Vision. Why would Jessi call it quits after such a close bond and a mere nine months? We're peeling back the layers on creative differences and industry shockwaves, plus discussing the potential impact on Jessi's future, including the We Bridge Expo. But the conversation doesn't dwell on goodbyes for long; we're also sharing the lighter side of life with Sakuma Daisuke's Twitter escapades and celebrating BTS's triumphs, even as they serve their military time.

Strap in for a rollercoaster of celebrity antics and heartfelt musings. From Twitter notifications that buzz more than a beehive, to Yamada’s car adventures with his Senpai. We scoop on celebrity interactions, like Fuma's apparent infatuation with good looks, and the buzz about Kanjani∞'s impending name change (as of this release they are- now Super Eight). And don't worry, we haven't forgotten to talk about Tomo's magnetic stage presence that's capturing hearts everywhere.

Join us as we stroll down a more thoughtful path, considering the personal battles and beliefs of BTS's RM as he navigates military service. Our chat takes a mystical twist with tarot readings, dream interpretations, and the enigmatic power of symbols – like those two ravens that might just change the way you see your world. Curious about the six of swords or what it means when cockroaches invade your dreams? Tune in, and we'll explore these cosmic questions together, with plenty of laughs along the way.

(An additional topic we covered - who dominated the ISU Four Continents Figure Skating Championship 2024?!)

Transcript

Speaker 1: 0:07

Hello, this is Panig.

Speaker 2: 0:08

And this is Sarah, and you are listening to Music, alixer a podcast between two friends discussing their favorite Asian artists in music. Hello everybody, welcome to another Music Alixer episode. I'm Sarah and with me is Panig.

Speaker 1: 0:32

Oh my god. Is that some Ramblings?

Speaker 2: 0:36

Yeah, where we talk about whatever we want to talk about, news Sometimes.

Speaker 1: 0:42

Which Sarah just broke some news to me and I'm like what I was like shock, you saw my face right.

Speaker 2: 0:51

Well, you gave me like a side eye, like what do you mean? I was like like you haven't heard this.

Speaker 1: 0:59

I don't believe you. Oh my god. So tell me that. Okay. So Sarah proceeded to tell me this and I was just like shock.

Speaker 2: 1:08

So tell me. So our girl, jesse, we love, has left more vision. The J Park label. Yeah, what do you call that Production? I was trying to say production, I'm like, no, not production. So she left J Park's more vision. The article didn't. It didn't really say a whole lot, just it's only been nine months. Yeah, as you know, she was with P Nation. Yeah, p Nation to join J Park Mm. Hmm, I forgot who she was with before, but you know, and it had only been nine months that she's been at J Park's company. But apparently you know they're both. Both sides are saying there's no animosity, it wasn't bad, they were just having differences of opinion, like creative differences.

Speaker 2: 2:04

Oh geez. So yeah, I'm not sure, but what wound up happening is she had a bunch of you know scheduled events and things that all got canceled, so I don't know how the fans are reacting. I didn't I didn't dare read any comments or anything because I was like dang, because she's actually supposed to be part of that Weebridge expo coming up.

Speaker 1: 2:30

That's what I saw that she was supposed to. I'm like, was I in there? I'm like, was I in Jesse? I'm like, yeah, right, but I don't know You're telling me this.

Speaker 2: 2:40

I don't know if that will affect it, because I'm not. They didn't say exactly when this parting of ways happened.

Speaker 1: 2:48

It just sounds like it was.

Speaker 2: 2:50

The news was just like two days ago maybe, okay, maybe three days ago Okay, but it was very recent. So I was like does that mean her appearance at this expo isn't happening?

Speaker 1: 3:05

Right.

Speaker 2: 3:05

Was that under more vision? Or had they already worked out that they're going to part ways and she was doing this under something else?

Speaker 1: 3:15

I don't know.

Speaker 2: 3:15

So, anyway, yeah, I was. When I told you that, well, when I was saying, oh yeah, the thing with Jesse, and when you looked at me, I was like you don't know this.

Speaker 1: 3:27

How did you miss it? I was like well, first of all, we know two Jesse's as talent, so I was like I was like puzzle, like which Jesse you're talking about? Because that's why I'm like what? What's the thing with Jesse? Okay, should we say Jesse's from Stones?

Speaker 2: 3:46

Yeah. So that's why I'm like that's all good. That's why I was like, oh, my God, what's going on now?

Speaker 1: 3:52

Okay, so it was this, jesse, oh no.

Speaker 2: 3:55

Yeah. So I don't know how was so happy. She and Jay Park were like such good buddies. You know what I mean. They were so doing stuff together all time, even when she wasn't with before she was with the company. Yeah, they'd hang out.

Speaker 1: 4:08

So that's why it was just like cool, you know she gets to be with. You know what? They both, they both, oh my God, they both their attitude, both of them. When I heard about this collab and I'm like that's cool, let's see.

Speaker 2: 4:23

Well, but now you're telling me this Strong personalities. That's why there's creative differences, because they're both so bold. You know what I mean. So, yeah, that's kind of crazy, wow.

Speaker 1: 4:38

So okay. So I found the article. So Jesse has part a ways with her agency more vision. On January, january 31st, jesse's agency more vision announced determination of their exclusive contract with Jesse as below. So I'm reading as Barbada from the company Hello, this is more vision. We inform you that as of February, january 31st 2024, more vision and Jesse have mutually concluded to terminate the exclusive management contract. More vision will wholeheartedly continue to support Jesse's endeavors and diverse endeavors and we truly appreciate your unwavering interest and support for Jesse's future.

Speaker 1: 5:37

Thank you, more vision Management though.

Speaker 2: 5:42

Yeah, but that would I think includes everything because, he would. He supported her before she was with his company. He would of course say continue to support her. So I don't know Management's sort of a big part of the whole thing, and if they're not managing her then it's not. You know what I mean. But the article I read was saying it was just mutual, amicable More yeah, more of this article.

Speaker 1: 6:11

Apparently, there was a thing with Discord, so Jesse signed an exclusive contract with more vision, headed by Jay Park, earlier on April 2023. In December of last year. There were reports of Discord between the two and potential contract termination, but both sides denied the reports, them saying there's no such thing as Discord. Maybe there was a rumor going on with that. I don't know what's going on.

Speaker 2: 6:42

Well, you know, when you're having differences of opinion about where you're headed, people might misconstrue disagreements as being Discord, but they both seriously said no ill will. No, no, anything like that, just wishing each other the best of luck in the future. So there's that. And then moving on to something else, how crazy is Daisuke Sakuma.

Speaker 1: 7:16

Daisuke on Twitter your boy is going cray cray, he is going ham on that ex Twitter, I know right, it's like I woke up.

Speaker 2: 7:25

I ate, my cats are playing with me. I went to a show. He's blow by blow of his day.

Speaker 1: 7:33

He's the epitome. He should be called Daisuke Live Journal. I know right, it should be Sakuma Sakuma. It should be like Sakuma Live Journal, because that's why he's doing the same thing with Tiger. When he opened his, I'm like geez boy and it's like paragraph almost.

Speaker 2: 7:55

Yeah, well, that was that. He do huge things like every day. Yeah, like this was. I was telling you 19 notifications from Daisuke in a row. Like that was my notification board. Yeah, was all him. Nobody else did anything in the two and a half. No, it was all him. It was all him. I Almost dropped the F-bomb. I love it, though. It is so freakin cute because, like I said, he's like this is what I ate and I'm gonna go relax. I have to do laundry. I hope I don't fall asleep on the sofa.

Speaker 1: 8:34

I fell asleep on the sofa and woke up, yeah he's like oh, I got Orca next to me, so can you get Orca and tuna. Cuteness, cat pictures. Alert, alert, I did. I saw that it was so cute. I'm like I'm sure he's loving the cat. The cat pictures Come on. Yeah, oh yeah, everybody loving everybody's like these are my cats Exactly, you know, oh my god, so funny cuz.

Speaker 2: 9:17

Like I said tiger, it was, like you know, a couple of big posts, maybe two in a day, but he slowed down. It's like dice case, like amping up, it's more and more. Like I said, in a two and a half hour period, 19 individual posts.

Speaker 1: 9:34

He is so hyper, I mean, he's just.

Speaker 2: 9:35

That's his personal Exactly, he's always so high he's like oh, I got to tell her right what I'm doing. Hey, I just did something. I better tell her.

Speaker 1: 9:44

That's why he's so extra. The boy is so extra.

Speaker 2: 9:49

It's that's why I love him, though he is like so out there.

Speaker 1: 9:54

He's awesome.

Speaker 2: 9:55

He is so cool. But, speaking of tiger, did you see his photo with Haydn Yoshkei and Toma Ikuta? Yeah, hello, I know. Well, it was funny because, um, toma Ikuta, like sometime last week he was posting up songs. You know that he's listening to right. He had ex Japan in there, right boom on his. I was like, oh my, I know that album. I was like I recognize that.

Speaker 1: 10:22

Oh yeah, he's, you know, telling people alone. He's like hey, I like your music, senpai, senpai, hello, hello, you know, and um speaking of hide, we were just all over the place, Okay. Hito from my first story and hide are doing a collaboration. Awesome, and of course I know the thing, Mr Hito turn 30 January 25th and he got me shooketh. When he's like Twitter.

Speaker 2: 10:55

Posting that.

Speaker 1: 10:58

Belly flashing hello. Well, learn more than belly flashing. Look at my abs. With my collapse I was like yeah he was like yeah, and then yeah, for 30 years old, I'm like 30. You're 30.

Speaker 2: 11:09

Why you're 30?

Speaker 1: 11:10

I know right another one that I'm like what, and then, well, you know, I I remember sending you the tweet and then I say he's working on his VV adult category. He wants to rank number one.

Speaker 2: 11:26

Let me do this and then I asked you exactly what adults?

Speaker 1: 11:33

Hey, vv only has one adult category, it's the over 30. Omg, I think maybe that's why she'll tell what I know. We got number one because he did that spread for a nun.

Speaker 2: 11:49

Mmm-hmm showing that men over 30 can still bring it, I guess 30th babies.

Speaker 1: 11:58

Look at me babies, babies. No, I can't, oh, so I'm on my mom. What else is going on? Oh well, what Fuma shenanigans. Oh yes, xig, mm-hmm, mm-hmm, he did the live, that then he was like I embarrass, I'm gonna erase it.

Speaker 1: 12:21

I'm like what. And then he did another one. You know, somebody asked him if he would oh my god, I forgot the name of the member if he would have kissed one of the blah, blah, blah members of Nani Wadanshi, and he said no, if I were to kiss a man it would have been Yamada. Really yes, because he's pretty Did. I was like no, what happened for one? Because no, nakamaru's married, you're gonna go with you all the same, pie Yamada. Well, we've known he.

Speaker 2: 13:06

Appreciates Yamada's oh my hello, yeah. Well, look at his Instagram. He's promoting the, the silent movie there. He's all over the place, mm-hmm, looking so good. And they did a little like the average morning with Yamada, yes, and he's like look at gorgeous brushing his teeth. I'm like who looks that good when they get up to brush your teeth?

Speaker 1: 13:28

Hello, don't, don't remember. Oh, I got bad head.

Speaker 2: 13:31

I'm like yeah, I'm what I want. But then they showed the beside, like behind the scenes, yeah, where the guy's like with the camera still on top of Yamada, oh my god Stating over. I'm in bed like this is what he looks like. What do you wake up? Oh my god. Oh two perfect.

Speaker 1: 13:51

Oh, of course I'm with you.

Speaker 2: 13:54

Fuma.

Speaker 1: 13:58

So, fuma, if he were to kiss a boy okay, he's a man it would be Yamada. Mr Yamiya, he's too cute and precious he is, he is, oh my goodness always impeccable.

Speaker 2: 14:14

He looks good, you know. No, like Fuma said, running through the park he's. Everybody else is like yes, sweat, and Yamada's like dude.

Speaker 1: 14:25

It's like an angel floating. It's insane.

Speaker 2: 14:28

Yeah, or yeah, a little prancing around Da, da, da.

Speaker 1: 14:32

Oh my god, oh man, he's too gorgeous.

Speaker 2: 14:34

Yeah, absolutely. Yeah, yeah, well, I was gonna say other news Mm-hmm. Again, bts proving they can be in the military and still achieve things. Yes, jk just got promoted to full member of Comka KOMCA, the Korean Music Copyright Association. Oh, nice, yes, along with Soyeon I don't know if I'm saying her name right from G idol Yay, and this is, I think, only like 24 people are even selected to be voted on as members, like in the year. Okay, so this is, it's a big honor. So he joins RM sugar and J hope. Oh, we are also already in the Comka. I don't know if they use that an acronym, I'm making up my own. In the way you get voted in is for your, your production, but also consistent excellence and your Contributions to the music industry. So I think you have to make something like three billion one. Okay, I don't know what that translates into right. I think it's you know, it's some outrageous amount of money you need to generate the three billion.

Speaker 1: 15:52

One Huge amount of money but anyway.

Speaker 2: 15:57

So you know there's certain requirements, so you have to make a certain amount of money off of your Writing credits and then you have to consistently be producing music and just adding to the music industry in general. He had, I guess, put in his submission to be voted on. He was selected and then he was chosen. But I think it's also awesome that that's so you on from G idol made it into, because you don't hear about women. You don't making it into that. I always hear about the men but never women.

Speaker 1: 16:29

So I'm glad go girl, yeah, power, I don't which, they just drop any song. But yay, you know, I think you know one of those groups. You know our girl groups. They always get underrated. They don't really promote them as as they should, you know. Yeah, yeah, they promote them when they're like debuted it and then for some reason, next year's like what happened?

Speaker 1: 16:50

Yeah, they're they just debuted it. What happened? What are you doing with them? Why are you sleeping on the girls? It's, it's like what. I don't get it. I don't get it on some of these.

Speaker 2: 16:59

And I like G idol, they're fun. I got to see them, yeah, we did to go. Well, no, I got, I won that into the. They had the little high-touch yes, private, you know, watch them do silly things up on stage, yep. So that was exciting for me because I was like, but I was like by myself because nobody else wanted to get.

Speaker 1: 17:20

Yeah, I didn't want to take it. I did want to take it to see TXT which me too.

Speaker 2: 17:25

We both did remember. But yeah, we didn't go the right day the explanation of how the ticket worked was not very good, so we missed it.

Speaker 1: 17:34

Yeah, so mad about that.

Speaker 2: 17:37

That was back when they were just really.

Speaker 1: 17:40

They were babies that just debuted it, yeah.

Speaker 2: 17:42

Yeah, so they were just starting up.

Speaker 1: 17:44

There's two babies, but I mean, they were baby.

Speaker 2: 17:49

Anyway, so congratulations to both of them. Yeah, it's quite an honor, yeah, and yeah, I think that's sort of pretty much, I think, what I have for news your dice.

Speaker 1: 18:00

Good boy is eating a Tohoku.

Speaker 2: 18:04

Hungry. Oh wait, who is it? You know who that is? Come on, is that? Oh no, yes, floating oh.

Speaker 1: 18:16

That's why I'm like what Is that? Because you, so you change it, mm-hmm.

Speaker 2: 18:23

Well, it's hard to find, you know, images that you can use. Oh okay, well, you know, because they're very protective of their. But so I managed to sneak this one. It's only for my personal use, it's my home screen, so, but it was the perfect one, because I had another one of him. I've had one. He's, you know, holding out a piece of pineapple for the night Figure. I could tell people, oh yeah, that's my boyfriend. But this one, I'm like, look at him, he's floating. I mean, he's floating, yeah, it's incredible, he does float.

Speaker 1: 19:00

You're missing on now. Yeah, yeah.

Speaker 2: 19:03

Okay, well, I've always missed on all it's been missing him.

Speaker 1: 19:07

Yeah, not from the phones that you had there, and I'm like, oh, so that's the one you're being paying attention to, and now.

Speaker 2: 19:14

That's why I was like.

Speaker 1: 19:14

Who is that? That's why I was asking you?

Speaker 2: 19:17

Who is that it's time to manifest? Onosatoshi, onosatoshi.

Speaker 1: 19:22

Oh, so now you're really concentrating on him.

Speaker 2: 19:26

Well, I mean, that's amazing photo too. That is from which tour I'm not sure, actually Trying to recognize the outfit, but like I mean, it doesn't even look like he hopped up, he's just in the air floating. Yeah, you said Yamada floats, so does Oma.

Speaker 1: 19:47

But I'm just reading some comments here. For some I want X Twitter.

Speaker 1: 19:53

I like to sometimes see what kind of comments are out there. So one of my friends says said now that different start to talents have set up their own social media and YouTube channels. It's quite interesting to see the content that they have produced internally without the help slash interference of TV stations. Our friends said I will love to see what your favorite start to YouTube content are. Have you checked the other groups? Like you know, west Snowman Stones, they have Naniwa, also have their own Hesijum.

Speaker 2: 20:36

Obigaya. Nino Yonino, yonino Yonino, now I watched part of the clip of them driving in the car Yamada was driving. He looked so tense. Yes, like he's, like, I'm driving my Senpai.

Speaker 1: 20:50

I know. And the Fuma's next to him, yapanada, and he's like I know, and I'm like Fuma was scared, like are you sure you want to do this? I can drive, you know like I can drive. And Yamada was just like you know. Yeah, he looked a little, did he stop press something?

Speaker 2: 21:12

He's like, oh, oh, yo, what Well. I think with the GPS he's trying to figure out where to go.

Speaker 1: 21:16

He reminded me of Daigo. He reminded me of little Daigo driving in the car.

Speaker 2: 21:22

But I loved how Nino is just like all slumped in the backseat. Yeah, the way he gets.

Speaker 1: 21:33

He's back there just like drive me around, bitches, yep, my lives. Looking out the window looking out Tokyo, like why are we there yet? Oh my God, yeah.

Speaker 2: 21:47

They should have stuck Fuma in the backseat with him Right. He was pestering Yamada so bad.

Speaker 1: 21:54

Oh my God, Poor Yam Yam. He did look uncomfortable Well like he's like precious cargo.

Speaker 2: 22:00

I have my Senpai in the car, but yeah that was cute. Sorry, it was just when you said yo Nino, I was like oh my God, did you see them driving around Yo Nino channel?

Speaker 1: 22:15

I need to see more Yo Nino channel. And oh, kanjani 8 was supposed to change your name. Oh, let me see. Oh has that happened. I think it's supposed to be today. Let's see if I can find anything. Let's see if StarTool has something, unless it's already announced on the Kanjani 8. Yes, that boy is dangerous. So my boy, hugo, from orbit, he is 23.

Speaker 2: 22:53

Yeah, I know he is 23, going on 24 this year I thought for some reason that he was like almost 25. But nope, I was wrong. So he's even more pocket size.

Speaker 1: 23:05

He is too. He's the baby. He is the baby. Okay, let's see. So start to. Not the one. Give me Kanjani 8. Maybe, if I go to the Kanjani 8 hashtag, maybe something will come up. Nope.

Speaker 2: 23:22

I was going to say speaking of Hugo and an orbit. The other day at worked, tomo had gone live on Instagram, so I spent half an hour watching.

Speaker 1: 23:36

Oh, my God, you did. You were that mesmerized by this. You're so mesmerized by this boy. I am, I am. He has you under his power, lady.

Speaker 2: 23:51

He does what I was like. I don't know what you're saying. I caught a couple of things. I just want to listen to him talk here's voice. See his face.

Speaker 1: 24:04

She's so cute. Lady, and of course I don't help, because then I'll find pictures Maybe like look, you're like, oh my God, Showing them guns. I know right, yeah.

Speaker 2: 24:21

And I was like those are distracting Okay. All the other members and I know.

Speaker 1: 24:30

So Earth. When we talk about guns we're not talking about, you know, guns and here in the lingo and the Americas, when a guy have nice arms, muscle arms especially we call them guns.

Speaker 2: 24:43

I mean, we call it a gun show because, it's just really nice. Yes, so he definitely powerful, powerful like guns, big, strong arms. You can't tell when he's wearing his costumes and stuff.

Speaker 1: 24:56

You know he's got a good, good physique Now that we're talking this but talking about costumes in this, oh, okay. So remember when I was saying no, you go, you need to put down the shirt. No, belly shirt for you. Did you saw? Have you seen the outfit for Tomo?

Speaker 2: 25:13

No.

Speaker 1: 25:14

Shirtless. So, tomo, and you go with the only one showing either belly or chest. Oh, oh you mean?

Speaker 2: 25:20

well, he had a jacket on, though Is shirtless, yes, but shirtless underneath.

Speaker 1: 25:24

Yeah, how could you not?

Speaker 2: 25:26

You missed that? No, I didn't. No, I thought you meant like totally like nothing, no shirt, no the costumes for the red and black.

Speaker 1: 25:39

Okay, all right.

Speaker 2: 25:40

No, those are things. Oh my God, yeah, exactly, there's nothing under. It was, but he's got a jacket on. At least you didn't see the man cleavage on this boy. I did he's, but you didn't match.

Speaker 1: 25:50

Okay, no, you sent it to me and I said I said, oh my, you sent it I remember now no, I thought you meant like, just totally like nothing.

Speaker 2: 26:00

No shirt, those I've seen. I thought I thought you meant like you know. But okay, so those costumes like an on-on cover, my you know my you go showing belly belly and he's on these which I'm like new.

Speaker 1: 26:16

And then, tomo, no shirt under that coat whatever so I'm like how come those two are showing skin and the rest are not? I don't. I'm like what's going on here?

Speaker 2: 26:25

well, they're the youngest right, aren't they? You goes, absolute youngest, isn't Tomo?

Speaker 1: 26:29

also on the I think Tomo just has realized body they just want to show it off and the rest of the group are just like. No.

Speaker 2: 26:41

Tomo has confidence.

Speaker 1: 26:43

That's what it is that Tomo is danger? Mm-hmm. Dangerous danger my children.

Speaker 2: 26:50

I thought, I thought it was danger before that I know.

Speaker 1: 26:53

I'm like whoa. I remember when you saw that picture. You're like I like that one. I'm like I know, look at that face. And that was just from the face, because he has his attitude comes out on his face. Mm-hmm, it's insane how this boy is yep, it's, it's confidence.

Speaker 2: 27:14

Like I said, he just exudes something you know like oh yeah, the way he looks at the camera, everything about he smolders, he smolders oh my god.

Speaker 1: 27:30

So Hedgehog is the oldest yep, see September 2nd 1994. And we have, next is a young, young 93. Then we have, you know that's 95. We have June 1996.

Speaker 2: 27:54

Tomo 97, right 96. Oh, 96. Okay, so he's what?

Speaker 1: 28:01

26. Okay, then we have shunya 1997 and my you go, which is 2000 alright so he's, but but Tomo later in the year, right?

Speaker 2: 28:17

so you know he's still on the younger side.

Speaker 1: 28:23

He's 27. He's what I told you. Know me, he's 1996.

Speaker 2: 28:28

No, I know, okay, but I just, for some reason, I thought he was. I thought, it was like you go him and then you know.

Speaker 1: 28:35

No, you get the baby. No, I know you baby, I know that kid, I thought Tomo was the second baby. Okay, girl, are you fine? You better with that? Oh, he's good. Yeah, if we go by the motos years, he's good. Oh yeah good. Oh, man swashy the motto for those who would like to know.

Speaker 2: 29:11

Oh yeah, yeah, that's, we're referencing another plenty of the motos. Yeah, exactly.

Speaker 1: 29:17

Anyways, oh man. So there you go, girl, Don't feel bad, but anyways, yes, who's am I? I'm my children, earth, I mean up, not earth orbit, orbit, which I can't wait for an album. The video came out for bullseye, it's really cool, I'm the yeah, it was cute. It was just cute, but I can't wait to see more. I would like to see, of course, a dance performance for that, but sometimes they do Mm-hmm, so hopefully sometime they'll release it. Yeah, I'll send some I don't know messages out there. That's your boy.

Speaker 1: 30:00

Looking so cute out in the field girl. Let me tell you, I have been having some, some thoughts with him and just, I have been For some reason feeling vibes from this boy. I don't know why. I don't know why. I just hope that he's fine. That's a, you know.

Speaker 2: 30:18

Yeah, we talked briefly for, for those who want to know what we're talking about, a picture of RM from BTS popped up on my Timeline so I was showing Panic because he's looking all sweet in a field and of all of the all of the members who are in the military now, I think he was the one who had the most struggle, conscientiously right, about being in the military. Right, everybody has to do it. But to me and obviously you, mm-hmm he was sort of the one it doesn't fit in with his ideology, right, his philosophy of life, right, serving in the military, but he has to. So he, he's sort of trying to come to terms with it. So that's what she's concerned about, right, how he's dealing with this sort of duality of right. You know who he is and and what he has to do, so it's, it's you could see it at their it's their own.

Speaker 1: 31:18

It kills me and the thing is that you know that he well, they all know, because they're BTS, they do need to excel in the military and and RM I'm sure whatever he needs to do in there was like just need to do with my best. Because, you know, I got to put those feeling aside because I have to do this right. This is a you know you need to. This is I have to do this right and they had.

Speaker 2: 31:42

They a have to prove themselves because they're idols Right. So they have to show that they they can do this, but they also have to be an example, Because they're idols mm-hmm.

Speaker 2: 31:53

So there's sort of this extra weight on them, like a you have to perform well because everyone's like you're an idol and your life is cushy, so they have to prove right that they can do it. But then they also, because they're recognizable, mm-hmm and people look up to them, they have to perform well so that everyone can say, see, they can do it. Yeah, it's the pressure for them.

Speaker 1: 32:17

It's got to be unbelievable it's in men's in, you know, my, my baby boy, my, my baby, oh, but he is so sensitive, you know, I mean I'll say there are not, but I mean he is for some reason, he just really just bottles the end.

Speaker 2: 32:34

Well, he's an old soul, yes, so he's Things way heavily on his mind. He thinks about everything so far ahead, like so detailed, and not that the others don't know, you know, not that they don't plan, not that they don't think you know what's the next step, but it's it's sort of like he has this whole map already in his head of what needs to happen and he's trying to keep it on track. And whereas everybody else is a little more go with the flow, right, like, I think, of everybody, jin was just like yeah, I'm going in, we'll see what happens. He was probably the least sort of concerned, right, but yeah, he's. He's so Such an old soul, such a Worried about the, the image of everything, like how is everything going to be perceived? Yeah, it does. I think it weighs very heavily on him, and so so this week is I don't know, it's just things.

Speaker 1: 33:34

Just, you know, even when they pop and I see him, you know from you know fans always doing their yeah and whatever and I'm looking at and I'm like always thinking of him, having a feel I think momentarily in my dreams he will pop, but he just there, but not that I cannot approach him, but he just there, like in my, my own dreams. I'm acknowledging him or just thinking about him. So, yeah, no, I've been feeling him this, this week.

Speaker 2: 34:01

Well, he, he just did a couple of posts on Instagram, although yesterday my phone blew up with like like I kept getting notifications RM archive, yeah, post it in like two minutes, like archive. And I was like what are you talking? Cuz it wasn't. Yeah, there wasn't a new post, it just kept saying what's going on.

Speaker 1: 34:22

There were things popping up on his stuff too. Now I was like yeah, but is you know, break, yeah, well, and on.

Speaker 2: 34:28

Is this the? Maybe he has some free time. Well, you know, they get. They get time on the weekends to be able to use their phones. Mm-hmm, I guess. So yeah, yesterday it would have already been Saturday for them. So he, he did post a couple of things, but it was weird, like Instagram, just yeah, kept saying he was posting stuff, even though it was like wait a minute, he's in the military, like what's going on?

Speaker 2: 34:52

Yeah, no, I mean yeah, he, he did post one thing, but then it was like it just kept saying. I was like what is going on, the glitch in the matrix? But, speaking of your baby Opa and him showing up in your dreams, yes, made me think of I just I had a very bizarre dream that you and I were in like a studio Okay, so it was. There was recording stuff everywhere and like a couch and a coffee table. Now your baby Opa was actually over in the corner Adjusting courts and you and I were talking about you know, oh god, I hope this works, you know, mm-hmm. But then all of a sudden, the biggest cockroach I have ever seen you right, well, this it gets even stranger Because then it was like he wasn't there anymore.

Speaker 2: 35:45

It was just me and you in this studio, but I remember it was his, him Adjusting cables, trying to tell us it would be okay, and we're like, oh, is this gonna work? Blah, blah. But this big it had to be like gerbil sized cockroach came running under the coffee table and we were both like, ah, what e? And then we watched it scurry over to a door, like to to get out of the studio. Only then, instead of it going out. Another one came in and we were like, oh my god, what is that? And then, two by two, all these cockroaches came running into the studio, and they were. There were 12 of them. Oh, and then I woke up because I was so grossed out.

Speaker 2: 36:33

Oh my god, I was like what the hell was that tree? Like what what? I and I don't even know why cockroaches. Right Now, I want to know what do they mean? Right in dreams. And I did. You found it. No, I didn't. I didn't think to look it up because it was like I was sort of so shocked by the I do not like cockroaches.

Speaker 1: 37:02

Okay, I found it so dreams about roaches can some Signified on resolve issues? Huh, most likely from the past, with the fear of becoming a victim of past Experiences. Seeing roaches in a dream can be interpreted as Unresolved issues that required attention with me or I am.

Speaker 2: 37:33

Well, I don't know, because the fact that we were, we were in there trying to do something and we were worried that it wasn't gonna work out. Okay, he was trying to fix it. He was trying to fix it. So that sort of goes along with the cockroaches is Obviously. I'm concerned about something not going the way it should, which is weird.

Speaker 1: 37:52

Okay, but you know.

Speaker 2: 37:54

I mean it was Maybe because leading up to this weekend recording I was worried wouldn't be able to Know. But that's very strange. But it was the just like I woke up out of sheer terror from seeing so many culture. I made it to 12 when I woke up.

Speaker 1: 38:14

I've seen another meaning kind of similar. Okay, I it's so. This site says Seeing cockroaches in your dream means your need for renewal, rejuvenation and self-cleansing of your psychological, emotional or spiritual being. You need to reevaluate major aspects of your life.

Speaker 2: 38:46

Wow. Well, that that can be a good thing too, though right might mean like I have to make some decisions about Moving forward in life, right?

Speaker 1: 38:54

you're stuck somewhere. You need to get. Let go the stock. Do something different.

Speaker 2: 39:00

We got to get to Japan. We got to get.

Speaker 1: 39:06

I've been thinking of that. Okay, so I'm going though. Okay so you know, sarah and I we're very into the witchy-poo stuff and we're into the woo-woo, like some people will say too. Um, thursday, february 1st, right, I went to my favorite person in downtown, for Lawrence, to do a purchase. Okay, look at me, they were like going.

Speaker 2: 39:35

What is she?

Speaker 1: 39:36

Okay, I went to, went for a purchase, and somebody actually we're also doing tarot readings Okay, this one was just like a free reading. So this person asked me to just grab a, a card from their hand and then I'll give it back to them and they'll read it for me. I had the six of swords, the six of swords on from this tarot card it's. She was explaining to me that. So the six, so the six swords, where there's a Lady and looks like a young, young person and a man on a boat going somewhere. She was explaining that this made doesn't look good, but it is good that what also was letting me know that, whatever that I'm doing, I know what I'm doing, that I should just go forward and but stop being stuck. So I'm stuck, oh, oh, that's so crazy.

Speaker 1: 40:38

I know because that goes with my dream exactly so she was just telling me you need to do this, that you that I am ready, and that you know that journey that I have been on for so long, it's time to arrive. I'm like, dang it, wow. I'm like, and all I can thinking was like, when she was telling me that Did. All the thing that pops in my head is Japan.

Speaker 2: 41:04

That's so crazy, though, because I would have rather Swords than cockroaches telling me that Need to move forward.

Speaker 1: 41:13

You counted 12 cockroaches? Yeah, and my card has six swords. Two times six is 12.

Speaker 2: 41:20

All right, and you were there and I was there, two people Having a dilemma. And we saw that because, like I said, by that time, yeah, he was gone, he wasn't there anymore. He was there for a moment working on our problem. But then it was just us and the 12 cockroaches so, and it was weird because they were going two by two. They were like pairs of cockroaches.

Speaker 1: 41:41

Oh my god.

Speaker 2: 41:44

It's just weird, right. Just so. That's strange, though. You get that reading, and I have a dream that saying sort of the same thing yeah, you need to resolve stuff and move forward, yeah, so.

Speaker 1: 41:57

Do you do, do, do, do, no, that's the boom, boom and this whole week. And then you said RM. This whole week I've been seeing purple. Purple has been the color that is being.

Speaker 1: 42:10

It's that yeah, of my peak, that it's just I've been noticing Purple oh that once they, when I went there, the two people working at the shop were wearing purple, that I even said, oh, it's today, purple day. That day before I went to a that's funny to the Korean deli and Sunderland and they gave me a purple bag. Yeah, okay, of course not the other two people that are not Korean.

Speaker 1: 42:33

But, I mean, there it was purple, more purple. There also I Tuesday or Monday their receptionist was wearing purple, like purple, everything from shoes, just everything. I'm like, wow, that's an intense color and I'm like purple, wow. So it's like why purple this week? This week has been the purple well, that's.

Speaker 2: 42:55

It's like the, the color of royalty, but also power and yeah, and psychic power. You know again everybody. But it's a psychic, powerful color. It has a lot of intense emotion wrapped up with it. So, right, make sense. That's, that's crazy, but it was so. That's funny cuz, you know, rm pops up. I talked to you. You're like he was in dreams and I'm like, oh my god, I had this dream with the weird cockroaches, I don't know, but it was so because he was wearing a huge, like a big blue parka, giant coat. So he was, I don't know, helping us before he ran off and did something, but it was a big like winter coat Inside the girl, what Blue parka.

Speaker 1: 43:47

I saw a video guys wearing blue parkas from head to toe. Yeah, this it was. It was like a full length for winter and these men were in Japan.

Speaker 2: 43:59

See, this is what I mean.

Speaker 1: 44:01

But yeah, okay.

Speaker 2: 44:03

That was the only. The only other thing I remember about him is because I thought that was odd. Did he's in this studio helping us With this stuff? Well, that was odd in and of itself, but that he was wearing a big, huge Navy, like dark blue winter coat, very strange.

Speaker 1: 44:19

So the color purple not because I was just seeing the whole color thing is Generous. So see, you were saying it royalty, luxury, mobility, power and ambition.

Speaker 2: 44:31

Okay, purple is also used to represent creativity, extravagance, dignity, grandeur, grandeur, grandeur, grandeur, grandeur, independence, pride, peace, mystery and magic that's why a lot of like Mystics and psychic and they'll wear purple Mm-hmm, you know, robes or Purple outfit of some sort, because it's it's a magical color and they have the magic shop.

Speaker 1: 45:06

Yeah right yeah, oh.

Speaker 2: 45:09

My god, I purple you. Yep, we could keep going with this.

Speaker 1: 45:15

Yeah, lady is yeah, so craziness, so that's it is, and Wednesday okay, you have not met my co-worker, no. So on Wednesday we went to the you know the deli the Korean deli for lunch and when we were walking out she saw two Ravens oh, not crows, which you know, we have a lot, mm-hmm, they were Ravens. That she was even. She was so happy to see them. It was two Ravens are flying side by side, so they're the coupling. So I'm like, wow, ravens, really. She's like this is amazing. There's hardly any Ravens. This is so awesome. So I looked up. If you encounter two Ravens on flight, it means friendship. Oh, cool. Yeah, I was with her, which I do. I gel so much with her, so cool. So I wanted to tell her that she'd been kind of down this week.

Speaker 2: 46:15

Okay. So then, yeah, that'll definitely be a center.

Speaker 1: 46:17

So hey, the meaning, cuz she also follows. You know, like the crew coming closer there, like you do, like yep, one crow with something and then sorrow, but two is mirth or joy.

Speaker 2: 46:31

Three is a wedding, four is a birth, five is silver, six is gold, sevens a secret. It's never been told.

Speaker 1: 46:40

And then it keeps going. But I don't know.

Speaker 2: 46:43

It just gets, you know, insane after that.

Speaker 1: 46:46

But yeah, so, yeah, so brave no whenever I see one crow.

Speaker 2: 46:49

I'm like where's your friend? Where's your friend? I Do not want sorrow, no.

Speaker 1: 46:58

So, omg, girl, I'm telling you, the woo, woo, the woo works Mysterious we always talk about this everything's connected, everything's Swirling around us.

Speaker 2: 47:14

Oh, hey, you know what, though, before I came over today too? Yes, this was just something fun. Yeah, I was watching the ISU figure skating Championship going on in Shanghai, so this is like everybody getting ready for the Olympics. You know, whoo, qualifying and whatever. Japan almost swept. They almost swept, okay, but a South Korean skater Managed to squeak into third, but it was pretty cool. I was like cuz. It's Asia, europe, north America and Australia the four continents that participate in this Competition, so it was pretty exciting Japan taking the top spots, and I mean the kid who came in first, and he was like 32 points higher than the second place person which is Huge.

Speaker 2: 48:07

Like usually, they're only, you know, point five or one point ahead of each other. He is like dominating. Wow, it's awesome. So so yeah, kageyama Yuma first place, satoshiun second place. Excuse me, I'm getting dried up. And then Chad Jun Hwan from Korea came in third. He bumped out Yamamoto Sota. Oh, so that would have been the other one, but that, yeah, that would have been a sweep from Japan.

Speaker 1: 48:38

But that's that was awesome.

Speaker 2: 48:40

I love figure skating. Yeah, figure skating. So I was watching that this morning with Johnny we're in Tara, tara Lynn Pinsky.

Speaker 1: 48:49

I like Johnny we're.

Speaker 2: 48:50

I love his commentary.

Speaker 1: 48:51

I'm like let him do the commentary. Come on, yeah, he serves Yep I love it. He totally does so if I can find a YouTube channel somewhere and that will rebroadcast it, because I would like to see it too.

Speaker 2: 49:03

He was awesome, and I guess his dad was a skater as well.

Speaker 1: 49:07

So awesome New talent to to follow. I know right we always following talent.

Speaker 2: 49:15

Anyway, all right, I'm about to like. I think, yeah, I think it's time we're done, we did the woo-woo.

Speaker 1: 49:21

We're good, I think your body's like enough.

Speaker 2: 49:24

Done, done, done.

Speaker 1: 49:26

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Speaker 2: 49:30

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